:: tambourine ::
Today i realized a few pretty important things.
Well mostly all on my own - since i spent most of the day too spaced out from the meds mummy gave me.
I think it's wrong how alot of people 'treat others the way they want to be treated' - because ultimately it leads to an unfair level of self-pressure that an individual mounts upon himself.
Okay maybe that doesn't make sense but i'm just saying something like 'why bother - because alot of people don't'.
A friend told me how he felt pretty sad and downtrodden from lack of appreciation - not amounting from work but because he believed in a friendship between himself and a particular subordinate.
In the end, the latter just thinks asscakes of the former and writes him off as another bad memory.
Well it really isn't just that - because this topic, in all honesty, is definitely more prevalent outside of work.
But as always - such are characters i can never, ever hope to truly understand - or live with in peace.
It's times like this i get so sick of my own thought process - the realizing that it doesn't matter whether you make a conscious decision to bother or not - because in the end we all can't live without each other, so why bother and the end is the beginning is the end is the beginning, etc.
Sally won't wait. Nope - not this time.
Today i realize.
.... and also i realize that almost every single Kaiser Chiefs song has this part where they go ohhhhhhhhhhhh WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HOOOOOOOOO !!!!! HOOOOO!
Well okay all that aside.
Bills paid - so all that's left is
settle kit for course (plus CV plus bag & shoes)
top up necessities
SOC
IPPT
okay bye
_
spoken. at 6:44 PM
Today i realized a few pretty important things.
Well mostly all on my own - since i spent most of the day too spaced out from the meds mummy gave me.
I think it's wrong how alot of people 'treat others the way they want to be treated' - because ultimately it leads to an unfair level of self-pressure that an individual mounts upon himself.
Okay maybe that doesn't make sense but i'm just saying something like 'why bother - because alot of people don't'.
A friend told me how he felt pretty sad and downtrodden from lack of appreciation - not amounting from work but because he believed in a friendship between himself and a particular subordinate.
In the end, the latter just thinks asscakes of the former and writes him off as another bad memory.
Well it really isn't just that - because this topic, in all honesty, is definitely more prevalent outside of work.
But as always - such are characters i can never, ever hope to truly understand - or live with in peace.
It's times like this i get so sick of my own thought process - the realizing that it doesn't matter whether you make a conscious decision to bother or not - because in the end we all can't live without each other, so why bother and the end is the beginning is the end is the beginning, etc.
Sally won't wait. Nope - not this time.
Today i realize.
.... and also i realize that almost every single Kaiser Chiefs song has this part where they go ohhhhhhhhhhhh WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HOOOOOOOOO !!!!! HOOOOO!
Well okay all that aside.
Bills paid - so all that's left is
settle kit for course (plus CV plus bag & shoes)
top up necessities
SOC
IPPT
okay bye
_
spoken. at 6:44 PM
