Friday, December 22, 2006

:: O ::

The O goes round and round - and i just hope it doesn't come full circle and land me up like i was at the beginning.

I've come a long way, but suddenly i am starting to see very familiar patterns and i'm starting to feel in a way, the same way, as before.



Because i'm really not sure right now. It's kinda hard to keep guessing or keep testing because i know it's not good ultimately.

I just want to be normal





and i don't want to make another mistake because i've really really learnt all my lessons by heart.


I don't want to lose this time.








Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter.



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spoken. at 2:50 AM



"Point your gun in another direction — now that you've cried yourself to sleep."