:: it came ::
i dreamt about it. I swear i did.
I just woke up about half a minute ago feeling real good about it - and i'm talking like a full smile and a warm fuzzy 'hell yeah' feeling.
Then i fully came-to and i felt this blank expression forming.
I was actually starting to ask myself exactly what the fuck i was being so happy about.
I wanted to recall the dream. I want to remember it for as long as i can, because honestly i don't get this way very often.
I dreamt of the typical curving spotlight lit, minor two laned road headed toward main traffic. I could even tell you where the stop sign was, complete with how the bend headed left. It looked pretty much like something out of my old neighbourhood in Jln Chegar. Yeah, something like that.
It was late. I remembered being in a vehicle. As we turned the bend - there i saw her. In a red dress, with her curls and slippers. Standing next to some car that probably belonged to her. She was taking pictures of this building right ahead. I remember not wanting to ever lose sight of her. But the car did have to carry on moving.
The rest of the dream i spent trying to make my way back to where she was. Eventually, i found her. And we had the most interesting conversation about abandoned buildings and spontaneous/impulsive interests and passions. Memory fails me a little at this part, but i remember us hugging - and i remember an exchange of words that made me smile a little as i said them out in my head.
I remember her smile. I remember the kiss i gave her on the neck as i let go and as she got into the car to leave.
I said two words to her. I can't remember what exactly. But it made her bite her lower lip a little and it felt like one of those 'oh you silly boy' moments. (watch as i desperately fight to preserve the lucidity of such a memory)
I remember the way she smiled back when she drove away.
I can't believe i took that shit all the way into the real world.
OK FUN'S OVER.
Such a love can never be.
_
spoken. at 8:54 AM
i dreamt about it. I swear i did.
I just woke up about half a minute ago feeling real good about it - and i'm talking like a full smile and a warm fuzzy 'hell yeah' feeling.
Then i fully came-to and i felt this blank expression forming.
I was actually starting to ask myself exactly what the fuck i was being so happy about.
I wanted to recall the dream. I want to remember it for as long as i can, because honestly i don't get this way very often.
I dreamt of the typical curving spotlight lit, minor two laned road headed toward main traffic. I could even tell you where the stop sign was, complete with how the bend headed left. It looked pretty much like something out of my old neighbourhood in Jln Chegar. Yeah, something like that.
It was late. I remembered being in a vehicle. As we turned the bend - there i saw her. In a red dress, with her curls and slippers. Standing next to some car that probably belonged to her. She was taking pictures of this building right ahead. I remember not wanting to ever lose sight of her. But the car did have to carry on moving.
The rest of the dream i spent trying to make my way back to where she was. Eventually, i found her. And we had the most interesting conversation about abandoned buildings and spontaneous/impulsive interests and passions. Memory fails me a little at this part, but i remember us hugging - and i remember an exchange of words that made me smile a little as i said them out in my head.
I remember her smile. I remember the kiss i gave her on the neck as i let go and as she got into the car to leave.
I said two words to her. I can't remember what exactly. But it made her bite her lower lip a little and it felt like one of those 'oh you silly boy' moments. (watch as i desperately fight to preserve the lucidity of such a memory)
I remember the way she smiled back when she drove away.
I can't believe i took that shit all the way into the real world.
OK FUN'S OVER.
Such a love can never be.
_
spoken. at 8:54 AM
