:: Mine ::
This birthday was special.
In fact i think this was the best birthday i've had so far. I love them to bits i really do.
I've never met people more... understanding, more accepting and more creatively fashioned in such compatibly companioned ways.
What did they do ? They lured me out of the house while they went around filming shots of people i knew saying happy birthday and writing notes for me and then editing and compiling everything into an 8 minute birthday emo track with just the right songs and the right smiles and words, and then they came by to where i was at around 11 to surprise me with a cake and the video.
I did cry. Couldn't help it. If you were in my shoes i think you would've too.
The only presents and gems i'd ever need are friends like those who actually went all the way in making sure i smiled my best just before the last hour of my 20th.
I just wish i could make up for all the times our friendships went wrong, for all the times i wasn't there, and for all the words i could or should have said.
but right now the only thing i can truly and honestly say is
Thanks... because for all the times i've felt unappreciated, unwanted, outcast and forgotten - i realize how wrong and how unjust i have been - because at every step of the way, all of you have always been there, by my side - just to prove otherwise.
Thank you all, for making sure i started my 20th year with a smile. :)
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spoken. at 4:15 AM
This birthday was special.
In fact i think this was the best birthday i've had so far. I love them to bits i really do.
I've never met people more... understanding, more accepting and more creatively fashioned in such compatibly companioned ways.
What did they do ? They lured me out of the house while they went around filming shots of people i knew saying happy birthday and writing notes for me and then editing and compiling everything into an 8 minute birthday emo track with just the right songs and the right smiles and words, and then they came by to where i was at around 11 to surprise me with a cake and the video.
I did cry. Couldn't help it. If you were in my shoes i think you would've too.
The only presents and gems i'd ever need are friends like those who actually went all the way in making sure i smiled my best just before the last hour of my 20th.
I just wish i could make up for all the times our friendships went wrong, for all the times i wasn't there, and for all the words i could or should have said.
but right now the only thing i can truly and honestly say is
Thanks... because for all the times i've felt unappreciated, unwanted, outcast and forgotten - i realize how wrong and how unjust i have been - because at every step of the way, all of you have always been there, by my side - just to prove otherwise.
Thank you all, for making sure i started my 20th year with a smile. :)
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spoken. at 4:15 AM
