:: Those Last Last last last...last times. ::
I wonder if you remember.
I wonder if you remember how we'd sneak out at 7 in the morning; you to head for the park near your house and i to make my way down to meet you.
I wonder if you remember that morning when we decided it was 'a little too early to head for the beach' (for some reason i forgot) and we just roamed the area around your neighbourhood. Remember how telling me you felt Green Day's Warning sounded like folk music ? I laughed pretty hard.
I don't know if you remember this - but can you recall new year's of 2001 ? Remember how you were watching the fireworks from the hotel - with Andrew and his girlfriend then ? I really thought andrew was just so cool. Him and his ex. He was so cool about us seeing each other, even though he knew your parents wouldn't like it.
Remember how i was late for the countdown, because i took a bus to the island and it was way into 11p.m? I got lost remember ? Remember when we finally met at the hotel lobby, and you said in the cutest way - 'Happy New Year' ? You passed me a little cylinder that once held chocolate coated strawberry thingies. In it you wrote me letters, and added a littly candy cane cuz you knew how much i love those things.
...the cylinder and it's contents are still on my top shelf - with candy cane still.
I wonder if you remember the time you felt so sad because you wanted to meet me for pizza but you couldn't come out, and i ordered the food to your place and rushed down to wait in front of your gate to pay the guy off ? It felt good knowing that you were happy that way.
Do you remember the first time we kissed ? I hope you do, because i forgot... and i'm just so sorry that i did.
...in finding myself once more, i crossed our music, poems, letters and memories all throughout the a.m... and although it's been a really long time - i guess i still think about you.
Right now, i'd say that i love you - as a friend, but somehow my tongue just seems incapable of pulling it off. But my how you've grown, and i'm real proud of the person you are today, with such strength, warmth and ever-so constant beauty.
I'm glad we're still friends.
Now Playing : Dishwalla - Candleburn.
"...white musk on this kitten's belly to remind me of you."
spoken. at 1:24 PM
I wonder if you remember.
I wonder if you remember how we'd sneak out at 7 in the morning; you to head for the park near your house and i to make my way down to meet you.
I wonder if you remember that morning when we decided it was 'a little too early to head for the beach' (for some reason i forgot) and we just roamed the area around your neighbourhood. Remember how telling me you felt Green Day's Warning sounded like folk music ? I laughed pretty hard.
I don't know if you remember this - but can you recall new year's of 2001 ? Remember how you were watching the fireworks from the hotel - with Andrew and his girlfriend then ? I really thought andrew was just so cool. Him and his ex. He was so cool about us seeing each other, even though he knew your parents wouldn't like it.
Remember how i was late for the countdown, because i took a bus to the island and it was way into 11p.m? I got lost remember ? Remember when we finally met at the hotel lobby, and you said in the cutest way - 'Happy New Year' ? You passed me a little cylinder that once held chocolate coated strawberry thingies. In it you wrote me letters, and added a littly candy cane cuz you knew how much i love those things.
...the cylinder and it's contents are still on my top shelf - with candy cane still.
I wonder if you remember the time you felt so sad because you wanted to meet me for pizza but you couldn't come out, and i ordered the food to your place and rushed down to wait in front of your gate to pay the guy off ? It felt good knowing that you were happy that way.
Do you remember the first time we kissed ? I hope you do, because i forgot... and i'm just so sorry that i did.
...in finding myself once more, i crossed our music, poems, letters and memories all throughout the a.m... and although it's been a really long time - i guess i still think about you.
Right now, i'd say that i love you - as a friend, but somehow my tongue just seems incapable of pulling it off. But my how you've grown, and i'm real proud of the person you are today, with such strength, warmth and ever-so constant beauty.
I'm glad we're still friends.
Now Playing : Dishwalla - Candleburn.
"...white musk on this kitten's belly to remind me of you."
spoken. at 1:24 PM
