:: Snake eyes and Sissies ::
Somehow when you look at them, you just have this feeling that they're all thinking about the same things - even though they don't know each other, even though they don't know you.
...then you think you know what they're thinking about - and then you willingly convince yourself that you're all thinking the same thing.
...with every moment of eye contact
....with everything else heard by the collective amount of ears
.....with every familiar gesture made and noticed.
(How do you fart while you're sleeping !?!?!)
Then the world seems really small and you feel rightfully unchallenged - but then you know you have to get off sooner or later.
Then it happens and you alight.
...and plunge yourself into another void.
Goodnight Mervyn, sleep well on the bed, because i don't want to rudely wake you. You look like you need some sleep anyway, and i need a cigarette.
Dreads and Chappelle in the a.m.
Fingers pricked by the 0.75mm and the nicotine dried tongue stained with the lymph liquid from the puncture.
Then a little red speck is noticed on the butt of the cigarette.
I think i saw you today, though i wasn't entirely sure. I think you need to get better shoes to go with your tote bag and whatever else you were wearing.
But it's okay and you don't have to care - i don't own you.
"...and kay-teh had sum big ayss tet-tehhhssss. "
And then around the four zero's came the +66.
What for ?
Why now ?
"...abit too late to call right ?"
Well yeah i couldn't have said it better myself.
Why now ? When you could before ? Like maybe before you left, or maybe when things were fucked up, or maybe when...
...forget it.
You're not worth it. You weren't worth it. You still are not worth it.
Just by thinking about this alone - you're already wasting my time.
Appreciate the few lines and spaces i used here dedicated to you.
Go get drunk, get laid, have a hangover, and repeat the process the next night.
I really really don't care.
Really.
Then the old man had his phone play him a techno song.
...in turn, he emotionlessly called it a bastard.
spoken. at 6:18 AM
Somehow when you look at them, you just have this feeling that they're all thinking about the same things - even though they don't know each other, even though they don't know you.
...then you think you know what they're thinking about - and then you willingly convince yourself that you're all thinking the same thing.
...with every moment of eye contact
....with everything else heard by the collective amount of ears
.....with every familiar gesture made and noticed.
(How do you fart while you're sleeping !?!?!)
Then the world seems really small and you feel rightfully unchallenged - but then you know you have to get off sooner or later.
Then it happens and you alight.
...and plunge yourself into another void.
Goodnight Mervyn, sleep well on the bed, because i don't want to rudely wake you. You look like you need some sleep anyway, and i need a cigarette.
Dreads and Chappelle in the a.m.
Fingers pricked by the 0.75mm and the nicotine dried tongue stained with the lymph liquid from the puncture.
Then a little red speck is noticed on the butt of the cigarette.
I think i saw you today, though i wasn't entirely sure. I think you need to get better shoes to go with your tote bag and whatever else you were wearing.
But it's okay and you don't have to care - i don't own you.
"...and kay-teh had sum big ayss tet-tehhhssss. "
And then around the four zero's came the +66.
What for ?
Why now ?
"...abit too late to call right ?"
Well yeah i couldn't have said it better myself.
Why now ? When you could before ? Like maybe before you left, or maybe when things were fucked up, or maybe when...
...forget it.
You're not worth it. You weren't worth it. You still are not worth it.
Just by thinking about this alone - you're already wasting my time.
Appreciate the few lines and spaces i used here dedicated to you.
Go get drunk, get laid, have a hangover, and repeat the process the next night.
I really really don't care.
Really.
Then the old man had his phone play him a techno song.
...in turn, he emotionlessly called it a bastard.
spoken. at 6:18 AM
