:: It's over ::
I was more in love with the idea of the perfect companion, more than i was in love with the person itself.
I don't blame anyone for anything.
I may be bummed, but i really really don't blame anyone.
...i don't even blame myself.
You're all entitled to your own opinions and means of settling conflict.
I'm just glad i wasn't a pawn to either side.
I'm even more glad i stood up for what i believed in, and that i stood up for a person i regard as my best friend.
If you want to blame me for being true to a friend, then i guess i can't do anything about it.
I'll miss the idea of having someone to call before i sleep.
...then i just got a call. I skipped a pulse or two thinking it could've been you or someone else relative to what just happened.
Then i was wrong.
...another step to concluding that this life just isn't worth living.
spoken. at 2:15 AM
I was more in love with the idea of the perfect companion, more than i was in love with the person itself.
I don't blame anyone for anything.
I may be bummed, but i really really don't blame anyone.
...i don't even blame myself.
You're all entitled to your own opinions and means of settling conflict.
I'm just glad i wasn't a pawn to either side.
I'm even more glad i stood up for what i believed in, and that i stood up for a person i regard as my best friend.
If you want to blame me for being true to a friend, then i guess i can't do anything about it.
I'll miss the idea of having someone to call before i sleep.
...then i just got a call. I skipped a pulse or two thinking it could've been you or someone else relative to what just happened.
Then i was wrong.
...another step to concluding that this life just isn't worth living.
spoken. at 2:15 AM
