Friday, November 19, 2004

::Nightshade Chronologies::

Night after night the visions serve only to alter the perception.

I don't know how soon or how quick but i know that surely this being is becoming more 'hollow' and dark.


As hollow as the 'O' in 'god'.

I don't know the difference anymore.

Once upon a time, maybe even 2 months ago, it was sure as hell different, but i dont know what the difference is.

I dont know why things are the way they are, and i dont know why they differ from how things were before.

All i know is if you see a change, then maybe you're just right.

Maybe it is a change.

Maybe i am changing.

Doesn't matter who you are. If you see it, maybe you're right

but maybe all of you are either just too useless or self-absorbed to do anything about it.

Don't worry, i'm guilty of the same things. I can't be bothered with any of you anymore, and maybe that's why i'm the way it is.

I can't be bothered anymore, and i won't bother.

I am edicius.


spoken. at 3:25 PM



"Point your gun in another direction — now that you've cried yourself to sleep."