:: Lost ::

I dont know what to do anymore.

Im just so alone and its all my fault.

Ive already isolated myself to a point of total oblivion with nowhere to turn and not even a solid enough wall to face, let alone hide.

I really want to die.

Whether it's death or something else, i want an exit. I want an end.

This end is just something i really cannot find.

Believe me, i've tried hard enough,

and truthfully noone is here at all.

Noone.

It's not that i don't look or i don't see - literally there's noone at all.

I just feel so alone.. It's cold, dark, quiet and i've never been so alone before in my life.

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