Tuesday, October 19, 2004

::Don't Leave Me::

I never felt so alone in my life

I never felt more scared in my life than on Monday morning at 8a.m., when i thought i was never going to see you again

Please don't leave me

Please don't leave me

That's all i could ever think in my mind.

I'm so alone right now

Noone understands me

I tried to tell my parents what happened but they just couldnt understand and i got mad at them and i just broke down

I cried so much and i just kept screaming in my room for no reason

I just miss you so much

Mika please don't go away

I need you so much

Your parents need you

I could be right beside you for 24 hours a day but i still miss you so much because all i see is you sleeping

And i'm so scared when i don't hear you breathing because right now all i can think about is monday morning

I dont blame you for doing what you did

Because i dont even know why you did it

And you dont even remember

But Mika i'm so scared right now

I'm so scared and feeling alone

How can i not be alone when i don't have you

It's so dark and cold in my world right now

All i feel is either anger or sadness

I really really need you

Please don't leave me


spoken. at 7:01 PM