::Memory::
I dont know how i missed it.
I just have no clue how i didn't see it, even when i kept the e-mail for so long.
The attachment was right there, but how come i never opened it ?
I miss ben. It just seems so alien to believe that he's been gone for close to a year now. He's in jail. I'm here. I could've at least gave him another chance so maybe that would mean i could've done something so he wouldnt've made that deal. I just feel so fucked up about all the words i said and all the things i could've done instead.
I'm sorry ben.
I let you down.
I still remember.
spoken. at 2:35 PM
I dont know how i missed it.
I just have no clue how i didn't see it, even when i kept the e-mail for so long.
The attachment was right there, but how come i never opened it ?
I miss ben. It just seems so alien to believe that he's been gone for close to a year now. He's in jail. I'm here. I could've at least gave him another chance so maybe that would mean i could've done something so he wouldnt've made that deal. I just feel so fucked up about all the words i said and all the things i could've done instead.
I'm sorry ben.
I let you down.
I still remember.
spoken. at 2:35 PM
