Tuesday, September 14, 2004

::Love::

"u asleep?

i wanna talk to u~~

its nothing particular

but i just wanna say i love u BAD~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i love u!!!!!!!!

<3

i dunno if u'll read all of this

but i just realized

actually i've been thinking about this for a pretty long time

i didn't realize but if i think about my whole life

i'm gonna quit highschool

i'm in a foreign country

i have depression

i have no positive plans honestly that i think that will come true in the future

i'm really in a desperate and hopeless position of a society

but i'm still living a life and i can still smile and laugh

i can still think of a positive life and a future

i think that's because of

u

because u r there for me

because u r next to me

and that lets me think that i am not alone

really.

i really thank u

and i won't be able to live without u.

thanks. i love you.

good night. i love you.

one more thing. details.

even though i feel like dying and i wanna quit life, and human

i can still go on

because i have a reason to still keep on going as a human

u give me a purpose to live

to love someone

u make my life happy

and glittering and shimmering and it seems so beautiful with you

i'm always too shy to tell you all this stuff, but i really mean it.

and i really thank you for it. thanks a lot for giving me hope and a ray of light to guide me.

i really respect you and i really love you.

thank u. thank u. thank u. i love u."


"She's the only one who knows : What it is to burn."

spoken. at 5:07 AM