Tuesday, September 21, 2004

::Eve::

A slow day, just like denise said.

Slow indeed.. but of course to my liking.

I wonder how she can sleep so much and so well.

I'm staring at the same cityscape, and the funny thing is that it looks like the same skyline. If i hadn't been awake the whole time or if i didn't have the time, i'd definitely have thought it was still morning.

Have to leave soon but i know i'll definitely be missing what i'll leave behind. :(

Hope she wakes up soon.

I need some rest myself. -.-

I'm actually starting to feel sorry for Julius. Like i said this morning when i was talking to Mika about it over breakfast; maybe we could actually be friends again - that i definitely wouldn't mind, but i don't know if i'll ever be able to get over the fact that someone i used to respect so much could just pick up and leave off like he did. He may not be a part of our lives right now, but i do wish him well with his. I hope he's fine, and i hope he finds the meaning he needs.

Killed enough time already. Back to my half-burnt out cigarette.



spoken. at 6:23 PM



"Point your gun in another direction — now that you've cried yourself to sleep."