:: Zero Line ::
soundcheck : Four Tet - Sleep, Eat Food, Have Visions
Two hours away from the flight, and this is it.
Everything had to come to zero - and while dregs and drabs are left hanging from the vantages of broken memories and complex, unnecessary difficulties, this is where I take the leap and say 'fuck you guys, I'm going my own way'.
Just wanted to thank a few people before I go off into nothingness and throw myself against the very motion of life itself.
Parents: Without your support and love, I doubt I'd have ever come to being who I am; I really owe it to you and it's sentences like these that make me think 'words are cheap'. One day, I'll make it up to you and although I probably wouldn't be able to repay every single cent, I know i'll definitely be able to return every moment of love and kindness.
Brothers: Although our moments are spent in nonsense and laughter, you should know that it's in these moments that I'm reminded of who I am, and of who I love. I need to make it through these times to see the two of you take the same, if not similar paths and learn as much as I have from them - if not more.
Daniel: I am probably going to get so fucking sick of you by the third day, like what Julius said - but I love you, you smoked out Tommy Chong, you.
Julius: Thanks for telling us that we probably should have gotten tetanus jabs and everything 5 hours before our flight - but in every sense of it all, we probably would have died (not sure still) if not for your advice. This trip is something you helped set in motion, and we'll never forget it.
Juliana: Your replies are always short, and for some reason you always have to go like five lines into a conversation - but you've been there for me, and that is something I can never ignore. You put things in perspective, and if not for what you told me, I probably wouldn't have been able to make (and stick to) the decisions I've made.
Ade: You inspired me through a lot of my more pointless moments, and right to the end of our relationship, it was having you around that made me realise how you can't just deal with unhappiness by sweeping it under a rug. I'm going for it now - and for that, I especially have you to thank.
Before I leave,
So long... If I haven't been shot or stepped on a landmine, then I'll be looking forward to brighter days, and better titzzzz. :)
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spoken. at 2:03 AM
soundcheck : Four Tet - Sleep, Eat Food, Have Visions
Two hours away from the flight, and this is it.
Everything had to come to zero - and while dregs and drabs are left hanging from the vantages of broken memories and complex, unnecessary difficulties, this is where I take the leap and say 'fuck you guys, I'm going my own way'.
Just wanted to thank a few people before I go off into nothingness and throw myself against the very motion of life itself.
Parents: Without your support and love, I doubt I'd have ever come to being who I am; I really owe it to you and it's sentences like these that make me think 'words are cheap'. One day, I'll make it up to you and although I probably wouldn't be able to repay every single cent, I know i'll definitely be able to return every moment of love and kindness.
Brothers: Although our moments are spent in nonsense and laughter, you should know that it's in these moments that I'm reminded of who I am, and of who I love. I need to make it through these times to see the two of you take the same, if not similar paths and learn as much as I have from them - if not more.
Daniel: I am probably going to get so fucking sick of you by the third day, like what Julius said - but I love you, you smoked out Tommy Chong, you.
Julius: Thanks for telling us that we probably should have gotten tetanus jabs and everything 5 hours before our flight - but in every sense of it all, we probably would have died (not sure still) if not for your advice. This trip is something you helped set in motion, and we'll never forget it.
Juliana: Your replies are always short, and for some reason you always have to go like five lines into a conversation - but you've been there for me, and that is something I can never ignore. You put things in perspective, and if not for what you told me, I probably wouldn't have been able to make (and stick to) the decisions I've made.
Ade: You inspired me through a lot of my more pointless moments, and right to the end of our relationship, it was having you around that made me realise how you can't just deal with unhappiness by sweeping it under a rug. I'm going for it now - and for that, I especially have you to thank.
Before I leave,
So long... If I haven't been shot or stepped on a landmine, then I'll be looking forward to brighter days, and better titzzzz. :)
_
spoken. at 2:03 AM
