:: Endtime ::
soundcheck : Beck - Everybody's Gotta Learn Sometime
I spent my life learning to hate anything and everything, just so I could get by on thinking that I was above it all.
I spent my time justifying how I was untouchable, severing everything that I perceived threatening or unsightly.
This time, my darkness has consumed me.
...and the love that has so warmly occupied my heart for the past year and many months.
Though we locked ourselves in a final embrace, with our sincerest words whispered to each other, the outcome stood the same.
I had found true love at its very last breath, and though it presented itself however briefly - it was in the same fashion that I so briefly lost it.
I am consumed by this darkness - and now the night comes for me. How will I ever see it through to the light of tomorrow, I know not.
For ye who battle still with thy own demons, take these words of a broken heart.
Give up your fight, because the further you venture on such a journey, the more you lose yourself in the end.
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spoken. at 8:52 PM
soundcheck : Beck - Everybody's Gotta Learn Sometime
I spent my life learning to hate anything and everything, just so I could get by on thinking that I was above it all.
I spent my time justifying how I was untouchable, severing everything that I perceived threatening or unsightly.
This time, my darkness has consumed me.
...and the love that has so warmly occupied my heart for the past year and many months.
Though we locked ourselves in a final embrace, with our sincerest words whispered to each other, the outcome stood the same.
I had found true love at its very last breath, and though it presented itself however briefly - it was in the same fashion that I so briefly lost it.
I am consumed by this darkness - and now the night comes for me. How will I ever see it through to the light of tomorrow, I know not.
For ye who battle still with thy own demons, take these words of a broken heart.
Give up your fight, because the further you venture on such a journey, the more you lose yourself in the end.
_
spoken. at 8:52 PM
