: summons ::
You were right old friend - because if anything, this time especially - it'd be me and not her
but I want it, not only because of the obvious beauty
but because there's things that need to be fixed and I need to work for this or risk being forever lost and stuck in the recesses of self conflict.
I can't go on with the cycle and I cannot leave a scar because this time I don't want to just stay the same.
I need to grow. I need to learn.
....and if I hurt myself in the process - if I fall, bleed or if I were to lose myself once more
this time is different.
This time will be worth it.
Because we all need something to die for
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spoken. at 2:30 AM
You were right old friend - because if anything, this time especially - it'd be me and not her
but I want it, not only because of the obvious beauty
but because there's things that need to be fixed and I need to work for this or risk being forever lost and stuck in the recesses of self conflict.
I can't go on with the cycle and I cannot leave a scar because this time I don't want to just stay the same.
I need to grow. I need to learn.
....and if I hurt myself in the process - if I fall, bleed or if I were to lose myself once more
this time is different.
This time will be worth it.
Because we all need something to die for
to make living so beautiful.
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spoken. at 2:30 AM
