:: November ::
You know what ? Just fuck it. This whole 'i'm sick of everything around me' shit is getting a little too stale - and i think it's annoying how you can't take a hint.
You're just a child. And the fact that i even shrink away from input on my own blog shows just how disturbingly intrusive you are.
Don't show up at my house, stop with the messages, leave my friends alone and just get along with your life, because i already have with mine.
Stop confusing yourself.
I'm posting because i know you'd read my blog. But i'm telling you- we aren't kindred souls. I don't suit up with whatever it is you're doing. Your being naive doesn't rectify the problems of the world, nor does it improve situations the way you imagine them to be. Save the retaliation, save the angst and save those words from the emotion you think you so masterfully wield.
They are wasted, because i won't even read them. Go away.
...and i was honestly, honestly trying to move on to a more mundane and routine aspect of life with this post but ends up it's just another fireworks display.
Maybe next time.
spoken. at 9:06 AM
You know what ? Just fuck it. This whole 'i'm sick of everything around me' shit is getting a little too stale - and i think it's annoying how you can't take a hint.
You're just a child. And the fact that i even shrink away from input on my own blog shows just how disturbingly intrusive you are.
Don't show up at my house, stop with the messages, leave my friends alone and just get along with your life, because i already have with mine.
Stop confusing yourself.
I'm posting because i know you'd read my blog. But i'm telling you- we aren't kindred souls. I don't suit up with whatever it is you're doing. Your being naive doesn't rectify the problems of the world, nor does it improve situations the way you imagine them to be. Save the retaliation, save the angst and save those words from the emotion you think you so masterfully wield.
They are wasted, because i won't even read them. Go away.
...and i was honestly, honestly trying to move on to a more mundane and routine aspect of life with this post but ends up it's just another fireworks display.
Maybe next time.
"Sucker love who's known to swing
Prone to cling and waste these things -
Pucker up, for heaven's sake
There's never been so much at stake.
I serve my head up on a plate
It's only comfort calling late
Like the naked leads the blind
I KNOW I'M SELFISH, I'M UNKIND.
Sucker love; i'll always find -
Someone to bruise and leave behind.
All alone, in space and time -
There's nothing here,
But what here's MINE.
Something borrowed, something blue -
Every me, and every you ?
Every me."
- Placebo
Prone to cling and waste these things -
Pucker up, for heaven's sake
There's never been so much at stake.
I serve my head up on a plate
It's only comfort calling late
Like the naked leads the blind
I KNOW I'M SELFISH, I'M UNKIND.
Sucker love; i'll always find -
Someone to bruise and leave behind.
All alone, in space and time -
There's nothing here,
But what here's MINE.
Something borrowed, something blue -
Every me, and every you ?
Every me."
- Placebo
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spoken. at 9:06 AM
