Tuesday, May 10, 2005

:: Wonderful ::

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
And make everything be wonderful again

I hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
I hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me want to cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed and I
Dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say ; that
Everything will be wonderful some day

Promises mean everything
When you're little and the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me "everything is wonderful now"

Na na nana........
Please, don't tell me everthing is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's "...all ok !"
I laugh alot so my friends wont know
When the bell rings I just don't want to go home.

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say that
Everything will be wonderful some day

Promises mean everything
When you're little and the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me "everything is wonderful now"

I don't want to hear you say that I will "...understand some day"



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No. No. No. No.

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I don't want to hear you say that "you both have grown in a different way"


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No. No. No.


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No I don't want to meet your friend

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I don't want to start over again

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I just want my life to be the same





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Just like it used to be


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Somedays, I hate everything

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I hate everything


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Everyone and everything



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Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now.


i love you

i love you

i love you

i love you all


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spoken. at 12:25 AM