:: Euthanasia ::
Fuck this blog war nonsense.
I'm not gonna let this page turn into some public relations tool for me to explain and communicate and persuade. Stop asking me what happened.
The publicity i got was bad enough.
The fact that you attacked me in public like that in front of everyone to see should be
the very reason why i don't want to talk to you and don't ever want to see you again.
I really don't care about what you think, or where you want to go, or who you want to see. I don't want to be part of your life anymore.
I'm really sick of arguing with you about what's right or wrong.
Believe me, i know you want to talk about this, but there is NOTHING for us to talk about.
So i don't have the courage to tell you to your face ? So i don't have any pride ? So i only 'act' as if i care for your parents ?
So i'm useless and i don't care about anyone else except for me ?
That's quite funny. Because everyone else we both know is saying all those things about you.
Do you think i'm the only one that you embarassed last night ? What about your friends ? What about yourself ?
Do you really think i don't care about your parents ?
Why do you think i didn't press charges against you ? Do you really think because i care about you ?
No. I don't.
I was thinking about your parents.
I didn't want YOUR mistake to make them sad.
If you think i really am a courageless and prideless man, then go ahead and think that way - but if you think that way, then you won't have to ask me for a reason for why i don't want to talk to you.
You will already be acting out the reason itself. But i know better because i know enough to say that you will never see what i see - an unreasonable, childish and immature person that throws every bit of caution to the wind.
There is no reasoning when it comes to you.
That's how you always were. That's why we had to break up.
...and yeah i'm sick of you telling me 'that's what you think' because that's the most irritating and unsubstantiated rebuttal i've ever come across. Do come up with something more constructive.
If you expect people to respect you for what you want to do in life, like travel and see the world - then you have to respect other people for the way they work.
Respect the fact that all you do to me is bring me pain.
This is all i have to say to you, and i'm pretty sure after you read it, you'll be rubbing your lips and then you'll want to message me on msn or call me and tell me that you don't understand.
...forget about that. Please. I'm sick of you not understanding. If you don't understand, then too bad. Just go and do what you want to do.
Live your own life, and leave me alone.
spoken. at 4:53 PM
Fuck this blog war nonsense.
I'm not gonna let this page turn into some public relations tool for me to explain and communicate and persuade. Stop asking me what happened.
The publicity i got was bad enough.
The fact that you attacked me in public like that in front of everyone to see should be
the very reason why i don't want to talk to you and don't ever want to see you again.
I really don't care about what you think, or where you want to go, or who you want to see. I don't want to be part of your life anymore.
I'm really sick of arguing with you about what's right or wrong.
Believe me, i know you want to talk about this, but there is NOTHING for us to talk about.
So i don't have the courage to tell you to your face ? So i don't have any pride ? So i only 'act' as if i care for your parents ?
So i'm useless and i don't care about anyone else except for me ?
That's quite funny. Because everyone else we both know is saying all those things about you.
Do you think i'm the only one that you embarassed last night ? What about your friends ? What about yourself ?
Do you really think i don't care about your parents ?
Why do you think i didn't press charges against you ? Do you really think because i care about you ?
No. I don't.
I was thinking about your parents.
I didn't want YOUR mistake to make them sad.
If you think i really am a courageless and prideless man, then go ahead and think that way - but if you think that way, then you won't have to ask me for a reason for why i don't want to talk to you.
You will already be acting out the reason itself. But i know better because i know enough to say that you will never see what i see - an unreasonable, childish and immature person that throws every bit of caution to the wind.
There is no reasoning when it comes to you.
That's how you always were. That's why we had to break up.
...and yeah i'm sick of you telling me 'that's what you think' because that's the most irritating and unsubstantiated rebuttal i've ever come across. Do come up with something more constructive.
If you expect people to respect you for what you want to do in life, like travel and see the world - then you have to respect other people for the way they work.
Respect the fact that all you do to me is bring me pain.
This is all i have to say to you, and i'm pretty sure after you read it, you'll be rubbing your lips and then you'll want to message me on msn or call me and tell me that you don't understand.
...forget about that. Please. I'm sick of you not understanding. If you don't understand, then too bad. Just go and do what you want to do.
Live your own life, and leave me alone.
spoken. at 4:53 PM
