Saturday, February 05, 2005

:: Zero ::

So the both of you have to bother me the minute i get home.

Stop trying to bring me down.

To the first: I don't give a shit where you are, what you do, who you're with or where you're headed. Fuck off because if it wasn't for the fact that i was stupid enough to waste my time with you - i'd already have freely said that i hate you.

But yes; if i hate you, then that would mean that you're to blame for something - and i accept the fact that i can't blame you for being insensitive, stupid, selfish and just plain unfeeling. You sucked me dry, so just fuck off to a place of your own desires and alcohol and whatever and leave me alone.

Please stop acting like you care. I'm fine and i've never been better. I love the way things are now - the way things are without you.

Get this right one last time. I don't want to know anything you have to say, do, feel, touch, see, smell, whatever. Go away.

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...And to you.

I already said what i've had to. Whether you believe me or not - why should that be a problem of mine ?

If you wanna be mad at me, or be a bitch as you've so aptly named yourself, then by all means i'm not stopping you - go ahead and storm the masses and wage a full scale attack, but don't make me feel like i need you for some reason.

You might be used to other boys begging for your mercy and grovelling at your feet - but hey get real because i'm not one of your playthings. I made a mistake and i apologized. Anything else is just icing on the cake.

Please stop acting as if i owe you something because i don't owe you shit.

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"...wasting words on lower cases and capitals."

Yeah okay now that the ugly is over and done with - we can start with some chappelle and post-retail therapy gloating.

Andre owns you.


spoken. at 11:27 PM



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