Wednesday, November 03, 2004

:: The 19th::

Not much of a birthday this time, but at least i still had people to spend it with.

Three Two of the most wonderful people i've met in my entire life.

My love and her parents.

Dinner was amazing.

The birthday itself wasn't what i quite expected though.

Some of my closest friends just numbly told me they were off to play pool on the evening of my birthday. I thought maybe at least they'd want to have a drink with me or have a small dinner, but they didn't.

I didn't get that many presents this year or anything, though the books were interesting and the shoes are just oh-so-comfy. The money still remains to be spent.

I guess i don't hold it against anyone that they didn't get me a present or ask me out for dinner or anything; i really don't, but maybe i just expected too much from certain people.

I'm not bitter about it, but i can't help but feel disappointed.

I did and bought stuff for your birthdays, but i didn't get much in return for mine.. thanks for the prompt calls though, those were nice. :)

Don't worry, i'll still celebrate your birthdays and get gifts for you, cuz as long as you're considered close to me, i'll definitely use it as an opportunity to show you that i value your friendship.

Now i await November 11th, 2004. Prepare to be surprised, o japanese lover of mine. Mwah. :D


spoken. at 11:26 PM



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